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life as i know it...sucks

  • Jul. 21st, 2008 at 11:35 PM
Nia02
So, it is just TIME for me to move out of this house. My parents annoy me and dont get me at all. Neither does my sister. My mom is constantly arguing or mad at me about something and sometimes i'm left standing confused because i dont really know what shes angry about. I love them all to pieces, but i think its time for me just to take a break from them. I've been living with them for over a year now and i just think i need to move back to Conway/Myrtle Beach. It was great being on my own, doing whatever i want, not having to answer to my mom. I think i did better living there for two years then i have in the one year living here. And she also thinks she can control my money and where it gets spent. I know i need clothes and whatnot, but i want to buy cosplay items most of the time or shop at Hot Topic. She just isnt for that at all. 

Other things that annoy me is my dad. He walks around in his underwear...no lie. He never lets anyone watch the big screen tv in the den/family room. If you're in there watching it and he comes in, he wants to turn it from whatever you are watching. If he isnt doing that, my sister is. Basically, i never get to watch that tv and just watch the one in my room.  

We dont close any doors around here. That might sound weird to most people, but we just never did it so its not weird to me. Now, i want to close my door sometimes. Just when i dont want to be bothered and want to be alone. Or working on cosplay so my mom doesnt come in and annoy me. 

Also, i miss Kenneth. He was the only sane thing i had in this world that kept me from going absolutely crazy. I think about him everyday and cant wait for him to return. I dont know how our relationship will work when he comes back ebcause i will still have school...but he wants me to move in with him. I dont want to transfer schools because i'm graduating in Dec 09 which is in a year/half. Too close to transfer. But when i leave my parents house this year i want it to be the last time i return to stay. I only want to visit them and maybe stay the night...but, other then that, i want to be out on my own. I cant really get a full time job at school, but i can try a part time and see if that will help me start out on my own. If ANYONE can give me tips (and i know you all can because you are all out on your own) then please give them. I really am serious about doing this...it's time for me to just be an adult.

OTHER NEWS:
I found this wig on ebay for Yoko. It is expensive, but i looove it!

http://cgi.ebay.com/Tengen-Toppa-YOKO-RED-clip-on-ponytail-wig-cosplay_W0QQitemZ310069001048QQihZ021QQcategoryZ60188QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

What does everyone think about it? It seems like the perfect wig for me to get. It's a base wig with a clip on ponytail. I could make the ponytail higher and possible try to match the color to either make it longer/fuller. I'd need to do something with the bangs as well. I'm probably going to ask around and order it Thurs. I'm kind of excited about it. *crosses fingers that it works*
As far as progress, still kinda at the same point. Did the neckwrap thingie and the skull. Just need to sand and paint the skull. It's made from paperclay because i wanted to try working with it. I love it because it gets really hard...much harder then model magic. I'll probably do the hair sticks this weekend and i've been searching for a belt (gotta make the buckle though). Should be ordering fabric pretty soon, but i'm trying to save money for Otakon...Someone did give me a good site for vinyl though. 
Aaaand, still worried about the rifle. I have some good tips, but i'm still afraid to attempt it. I might try and do the scope portion soon since soda bottles have become the material of choice and they are easy to obtain. If the scope turns out good then i might continue making the rest of the gun.

 

Comments

[info]hentaigirl82 wrote:
Jul. 22nd, 2008 01:20 pm (UTC)
Hugs im sorry love why not try getting a part time job, and find someone who needs a roomate
[info]jessichan99 wrote:
Jul. 22nd, 2008 09:24 pm (UTC)
I'm going to move in with a friend at the apartment style dorms. But that's $500 a friggin month PER PERSON. But she is the only friend i have + the only one i know down there. she doesnt have a car so moving elsewhere wont work. we have to live there because the bus/shuttle comes through to take people to school.
i will be getting a job though. looking as soon as i get back from otakon. i leave the job i'm at now probably on the 15th.